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Angel Dust ([personal profile] itsytitsyspider) wrote2021-10-14 12:15 pm
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Behind Closed Doors



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lonelysmiles: (Arrival - Half Open Eyes)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, this was certainly a side to Angel that Alastor hadn't seen before. It would've been much more entertaining to observe it from the outside as he harangued some other soul.

Alastor slowly, reluctantly removed his jacket again. He hesitated at his shirt. His body was still fully-covered given the long sleeves and high collar, but he just didn't want to do this. It was difficult for him to just remove his bowtie to prepare himself for his shirt.

"...I want you to tell no one what you see," he said sharply.
lonelysmiles: (Face Half In Shadow)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Alastor sat down on the edge of the bed and slowly removed his shirt. He barely held in a grimace as the edges of the fabric were pulled free from the wound, opening it back up a bit. A little bit of what might have been pus came with it.

He gripped the edge of the bed tightly, glaring down at the floor so he didn't give in to his instinct to bolt into the bathroom.

Beneath his clothing, Alastor was skin pulled taught over a thin skeleton. Part of his punishment for gluttony, for consuming the flesh of other humans. It went perfectly with his inability to ever really satisfy the eternal hunger he suffered from.

But the absolute worst part was the scars.

There was hardly any of his original skin left visible. They crisscrossed over one another, new ones stacking on top of the old. Some had a faint white glow to them, evidence of near misses with angel weaponry. But the most numerous scars, the oldest scars, were bite and claw marks as if he'd been eaten alive. (He hadn't been but only because the dogs' owner had shown mercy in putting him out of his misery.)
Edited 2021-12-31 13:09 (UTC)
lonelysmiles: (Face Half In Shadow)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Alastor tensed but didn't remove his arm from Angel's shoulder. Instead, he kept his gaze focused on the floor...which meant looking between Angel's legs. Urgh. This was so awkward...

"Thank you, Angel."

It was for more than just cleaning his wounds. It was also for not saying something about his scars or his body. He was embarrassed enough.
lonelysmiles: (Face Half In Shadow)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"I got careless for a moment," Alastor admitted slowly. He blindly reached out to take the pocket watch from his shadow. "When one of the angels tore a hole in my coat, it opened up a hole in my pocket. I almost lost my watch."

He clutched the timepiece tightly in his claws.

"I should've just circled back for it, but I wasn't thinking clearly in that moment. I avoided the worst of it at least."
lonelysmiles: (Arrival - Closed Eyes)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, it was my own fault," Alastor said bluntly. "I told you that your gift meant a lot to me. I should've left it where I was staying instead of risking it. I'll know better for next time."
lonelysmiles: (Face Half In Shadow)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Alastor endured the continued cleaning, periodically twitching as a spike of pain rocketed up and down his body. However, he didn't utter a sound, not even a slight increase in static. Swallow it down. He could handle a little pain.

He could've used a whiskey to help with that though.

"I'll be more careful with the watch."

He would still keep it on him, but he wouldn't take it out when he knew he was going to be doing something dangerous. He'd learned his lesson.

He lifted his arms up to rest them on Angel's shoulders, practically hugging the spider's neck. He focused on a spot over Angel's shoulders even as he felt his cheeks turn red. This really was embarrassing. Honestly with his shadow's help he could patch himself up rather nicely. It wasn't the first time he'd had to sew his own wounds closed, after all. He'd gotten really good at it over time, too.

Still, he kept quiet. If he suggested it, he knew Angel would snap at him again. Right now he just...didn't want a fight.
lonelysmiles: (From Behind - Slumped)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"Fortunate for me that you have practice then." Alastor's smile tightened and he sucked in a quick breath at a sudden spike of pain. But he didn't cry out, didn't scream. "After I was old enough to do it myself, I always had to patch myself up."

Sometimes his victims hadn't gone quietly. Fortunately, nothing too serious had happened while he was alive. He didn't do overkill. Quick and neat was his style of kill. Something that left as little mess as possible. For all anyone knew, his victims simply got up one day and left.

"Coming down here I had to learn a few more tricks. You can probably see some of my early handiwork here and there."

Old, ugly scars with awkward stitching as he'd struggled to sew together flesh instead of fabric.
lonelysmiles: (Introduction - Nervous)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2021-12-31 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Scuffed up knees had been the least of his problems, but Alastor bit his tongue. Instead, he glanced towards Angel before refocusing behind the spider.

Then came that last comment which caused him to go cherry red, the skin between his scars matching his face.

"W-well, I doubt anyone would find this attractive!" He gave a harsh laugh, ears twitching erratically in his embarrassment. Angel's hand on his pectoral didn't help. "May...may I put my arms down now?"
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lonelysmiles: (Uh Oh)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2022-01-01 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
There was something mesmerizing in the way that Angel was looking at him right now. It held Alastor's attention, like a snake mesmerizing its prey. Was this what the fly felt when it realized it'd been caught in the spider's web?

His heart thudded loudly in his chest, and it was a miracle that Angel didn't comment on it. Upon getting permission, he slowly, tentatively removed his arms from around Angel's neck.

He cleared his throat, ear twitching at the sudden flustered feedback he produced. "I, ehm, thank you. You're very good at this. Patching up others, I mean. I'm surprised you didn't become a nurse!"

Supreme Creator, he was babbling like it was his first night on the radio.
lonelysmiles: (Chatting)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2022-01-01 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
"It did scratch that itch to get moving, yes."

Though he honestly didn't remember most of the week. By switching locations and allowing the despair to fully crush him as he drank himself into a stupor, the pressure his punishments put on him had eased so he could at least return to his new normal routine.

"Could you bring me the washcloth?" he asked awkwardly. "I need to clean my ear."

That was blood in that matted black tip. Still relatively fresh so at least it hadn't been festering for several hours.

"How were things around here while I was away?"
lonelysmiles: Wait for it... (Keep A Straight Face)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2022-01-01 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
"My, that's rather flattering."

Alastor's ear twitched each time Angel dabbed at it with the washcloth. Honestly, it did that every time something dripped against it or something poked it. It likely was going to make the job that much more difficult.

"I apologize. I really can't help it."

He reached up to try and stop his ear from twitching. Really, the best thing to do would be to rub it or stroke it. Constant contact would calm the twitching somewhat.

He just...well, his ears were sensitive. And he still remembered the embarrassing moan he'd made the last time Angel had his hands on those fluffy ears.
lonelysmiles: (Content)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2022-01-01 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
Angel's question was utterly lost as Alastor melted against him, unable to swallow the moan of utter bliss as Angel stroked it. Instantly, he was putty in Angel's hands, leaning into the stroking and closing his eyes as another soft moan passed his lips.

Oh that felt so good...
lonelysmiles: (Content)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2022-01-01 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Feels real good, sha," Alastor said lazily, his natural accent slipping free.

Oh, he could just stay here for hours having his ears rubbed down like this. Later on he'd be embarrassed at the display and the noises he was making. Right now? Right now his sense of dignity went flying out the window.

He leaned forward, almost falling off the bed in his eagerness to make sure Angel didn't miss a single spot. Oh, that felt so very good...

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